Chaos

 

To listen to your sadness would be sweeter than anyone else's

I know I'd never need you, but I find myself still writing verses

I know that you don't like me and my cards have said the same

But you still light up my room while I'm working through the pain.

They still read between my lines, did you think I wouldn't know? 

Tried to overcome this plot, but heard a knock at my door

My world's twisted upside down, nothing that I knew was true

Tried to run away once more, while they kept me next to you

The lights flicker while I'm trying, my young version's telling me

"There's no reason to keep lying, you know they can always see"

How do I escape this madness if they keep telling me "no"

While I lie down in the darkness wondering "what do they know?"