Naive

 

Oh, ain't it beautiful to be so young and naive?

At the end of the day do I lose, do I win?

Having no clue what's next and got so much to learn

Make mistakes, no regrets, learn to love and let go.

Ain't it funny to live on the edge all the time

Of a breakdown or breakthrough, hide it all with a smile

All these questions and doubts, staying up late and thinking

Will I ever make it, will I ever stop sinking?

Do I want this to end and to skip to success?

Will I miss this adventure when I see what comes next?

I found love in the chaos and hell in a kiss

Got me questioning life, trying not to resist

To the things going on that I can't control

Spiraling thoughts 'bout things I shouldn't know

Little secrets and many responsibilities

Climbing up my own ladder next to my deepest fears.

Living life as I can, never feeling enough

Giving too much importance and calling my bluff

Making big things of small things, stories in my head

But at the end of day I still have no regret.

Taking risks as I'm still young and they'll blame my age

Writing dangerous secrets on my new blank page

Will my journal next day wear my words dressed in tears?

Will I share my new heartbreak or my new first kiss?

Ain't it funny to learn while you're breaking apart?

To paint a rose where there was a cut

To be young and naive, don't know what to believe

One day you love life, the next one you grieve.

They say no growth of the heart is ever a waste 

Sometimes you get to want more and only get a taste

Ain't it nice to just pause, so young and naive

To sink into the unknown and all that you perceive?