Believe me now

 

When is it gonna end for me? I wonder...

Giving up the troubles is giving up the joys

As I lay down here on cold floors, in silence

You yell one more time, shut the door with noise.

No matter how far I run or make progress

You'll always be there to kick rocks in my face.

People want you to feel good, but then confess

You're not supposed to have better days.

Seeing me in denial that it's never been mine

Your heart's always harder every time I cry

Have been in places you don't believe exist

Got hurt when I tried to open your fist.

No one's gonna win in this world of yours

You see hell in heaven, shutting all the doors

Don't wanna be here, but there's no place to go

Always stuck with the people glued to their ego.

No one can save you, you're blind to them all

No one attacks you, but now they're all gone

You see red, anger feeds you, could not comprehend

How somebody's tears are your favorite offend.

Now I'm gone, I wish I didn't disappear

My breath is now only a ghost, I couldn't see too clear

I see my corpse on the same floor, didn't believe when I was down,

You wish you'd had another chance, do you believe me

... now?