Good enough

 

They claim to be loving and appreciative and kind,

But the hatred in them speaks so loud, yet they're calling me blind.

They don't think that I deserve to be here or to be okay,

But I deserve the best things, no matter at all what they say.

At the end of the day, I am trying and I am enough.

I don't claim to be better, I show up even though it's tough

And between all these tears and the laughters, I choose to be me,

Not afraid to show love and be kind with those who cannot be.

Emotions don't vanish if you just ignore them, you know

It is braver to feel, otherwise you won't ever let go

And one day you will realize and get to understand

That you have, in fact, always been good enough, in the end.

Plot twist

 

You'll find me dancing in a hotel while you send me your texts

Found you wishing for more, but too afraid of regrets.

Always wondering what life is going to bring me next

'Cause you have no idea who I am because I don't flex.

I remember all the details of every chat we had

While you don't even know what I like or when I'm mad.

Didn't even realise all the things I have done

And you think I'm too blind, baby, to be the one.

They say rules are made to be broken, wanna be my next mistake?

Got me curious to risk it all for how much you can take.

Jumping from a plot twist to another is my new routine

While you're texting me, he's asking after months how I have been.

Undercover

 

Didn't fall for you, I promise, got a thirst for validation

Wouldn't even look at you if it wasn't for attention.

Sharing midnights between troubles, there's a mistake you can't fix.

Sipping gossips and we're laughing, no wonder I can't resist.

Hear the satisfaction in your eyes, you're making my heart burn

Master of the broken rules, I guess now it's your turn.

There to fix and teach some lessons, turning everybody's heads

Honey, we both know, if we do this how it ends.

You said that your life was boring, let me spice it up a bit

Kept you in my head and drawings and some poems I can't spit.

How far is too far, sharing drinks on New Year's Eve

Used to getting what I want, soon I'll have to watch you leave.

The minutes become shorter, even though we got some more

Now you read between my lines, got me shooken to the core.

Gotta call my therapist, say we're sharing midnight's hours

If you keep it up, you won't need to get me flowers.

No promises

 

Can't promise anything, my heart is tied with strings and ropes,

But baby, you caught my attention with your kindest words.

I guess I can make an exception, just this one time

And be yours for the weekend, we don't have to say goodbye.

They say that time is an illussion, we don't have to say a word

Our presence is more than enough, 2 people and one world.

We can share the same heartbeats for at least a day or two

'Cause darling, there's no way in hell that I'll give up on you.

And I like that you're patient and kind and so loving

When you wrap your arms around me, my heart's growing.

Kissing you on my tip toes and keeping you close

I know we're just friends, but I love you the most.

They say art is dramatic, indeed, they are right,

But with you there is peace with caring on the side.

The chaos stops only when I'm around you.

The nightmares haunt me, but your love saves me too.

And then in a few years, we will see where we'll be

Time's getting slower when you're not with me

Now we don't have to worry, time is just a concept

We don't have to hurry, got nothing to regret.

We can keep switching songs past midnight, if you wish

Until then, let me say, how could I resist?